Halloween?!

I hate it when people move. I think thats one thing that I just can't stand and honestly I'm glad I've never had to go thru that. I've lived basically in the same house ever since I was about 1 or 2. Ahhh the joy that is to me. Crazy Mom still wants a change. She was talking to me, the Goody's are moving right now, and she was saying she wanted to move. I don't. I had to go thru "almost" moving stage last year and I hated it. Anyhow I had a talk at Church today. Those things are SO stressful! I thought I was just plowing thru and butchering it while I was doing it. But surprisingly I got quite a few comments on it. Like how good of a public speaker I was (I'm not let me tell you, I was so nervous for it), and how the spirit was with me... I must have done alot better than I thought I did! Hmmm thats makes me feel alot better. Its really cold right now. Its raining right now and if you know Idaho it gets cold and windy. Its gorgeous though. I love the rain but it makes me want to put on warm woollies. I had a stressful week with school. I had to do another essay for English and had a bunch of tests. Blast I hate that. With Dance ahh let me tell you I love going to that. Energy release. I just let myself go and try to go with all of it. Abbey sent me more of Merlin this week. Wow that show makes me laugh! The actors in it just crack me up even if I just see a photo. Did you know its almost Halloween?! That came up so fast! You might think I'm nuts but it...doesn't feel like it should be it. Then at the same time it...makes sense time whys? Lol don't ever try to make sense of what up in my head. I got to color this weekend because it was raining! I couldn't mow the lawns so I made up for it by coloring and preparing my talk for church. Anyhow just thought I would share that! See you next week!

Things are better and worse

Hello Everyone! Okay this week was not so much fun. I hate having the feeling that I'm behind the 8 ball and that I'm not on top of things. It truthfully drives me nuts! I missed Monday because on that day I was coming back from Arizona, which by the way was a blast. I absolutely LOVE seeing my family down there and let me tell you I always gain something in weight too down there. Diane is awesome in the kitchen.[: Anyhow so when I missed Monday I was all stressed out my the end of the day on Tuesday. I don't know really how but my harp lessons that day put everything right back where it should be. Ahhh those days you just have to say you have to laugh at life before you sit down and cry about it. Which I think I did just about every night this week. Dance completely tires me out emotionally and physically eveytime I go. So usually when I come home I'm at the moment when I want to burst into tears. Its pretty funny to think that we all go to bed just to start that process all over in the morning. Oh! I found a solution to have mom and dad to wake me up on time! Lol I put signs up on the piano, the kid's doors, down the hallway....hehehe hey they remember! Shoot now my excuse about not getting up because I'm tired goes down the tube. Mom signed me up to play the harp in sacramenting on like the 2nd week in December. I have to tell you I am pretty nervous about that. I want to play both What Child is This and The First Noel. And I am thinking about somehow combining both of them, which means I'll most likely have to get my harp teacher involved in all this. Sigh that lady...she's insane I think is all I can say. Really good but sometimes WAY to involved in the harp. I was painting the boys room again Saturday with Amanda. Holy Cow that room is driving me nuts. Lol but me and Amanda have a fun time though at the same time. We are definitely leaving a mark on that room. I love this Autumn weather we are having! Its beautiful in the morning and the leaves are falling and turning....wow its just so peaceful is all I can say. Things have been getting better and worse, but oh well live is always going to be like that. See you until next week I guess!

Arizona!

Can I tell you that having a few days off of school can do a lot for you? Its just amazing how much that time can do for you. Me and the Family are down in Arizona right now visiting the Whiteheads and Paul. We flew down Thursday morning and truthfully it actually went really good. No bad layovers, we weren't late to anything, and we WERE on TIME! Wow and Dad didn't even hit stage 3 even once. Wow how things change over the years. I remember when Dad (he still does) hit it every single time someone or something goes wrong. Its really fun seeing the Whiteheads again. Lol most people don't change over time and most of the time I have to say that its a great comfort. I really can't wait to see Paul tomorrow! Ahhh I miss having Paul home and I really am sick of being the oldest at home. Actually and truthfully I never even wanted it in the first place. Maybe years ago but without Paul, Lisa....all home, not anymore. Yup well the weather here is pretty great. Its weird having the heat but then the coolness there at the some time. And having all this free time is killing me! I'm getting used to always having something I want to do and have to get done. Mom has been telling me to get up and stop reading a book. Lol sorry but hey if I have free time and there's a book or something lying around, why not? I don't do it much anymore but if I want to read why not? Hahaha its better than playing the Wii or computers games like everyone else. i got invited to a dance party by a friend that lives down here, Hamilton or by some Denton. I'm a little nervous how that's going to play out but hey its going to be a blast seeing him again. Hopefully it won't turn awkward and it isn't any fun. Lol Amanda will love to find out that I've have fun with my "Arizona boy" again. Well I'll try to have a awesome rest of the weekend with family and seeing Paul play football! See you till next!

Lifes going alright [:

HELLLOOOO! Sorry I haven't written in over a year or so! I got to go to General Conference this weekend! It was definitly different than watching in on the tv with pjs on and a bowl of cereal. The spirit was so strong and it was an a amazing experience to be in that big of crowd of Saints from around the world. It was like this whole group was your family and that no one was really that different. Lol and I even think it was worth getting up at 5 am. Okay just kidding it was defifintly worth it, first I got to do something like that. The Butlers came up from St. Geroige so that PAtrick could get some of his teeth out my dad. It was alot of fun just seeing some of those guys! Wow can I say that some of them have changed so much! Hey and I even got my bathroom and bedroom cleaned out this weekend! Something that almost never happens anymore because weekends are so crowded now. This year at school has been almost a stress off my shoulders. Its been so ...werid without Paul there with his football friends to tease me and make fun of me. The funny thing about this year is watching the new freshman come in with no cule in the world about whats really going on. Its a hoot to see Madelyn and Janessa there too. Homecoming week is over and its almost a blessing to me right now not to have to go to homecomeing. Even if I did get asked which right now is questionable. You have to wonder even if you could date would anyone ask you? Hahaha thank goodness boys aren't what rule my life now. Parents are the most likely like what teenagers have right now. Drive me crazy but I love them. Definitly a little werid being the oldest at home without Paul there and being in charge at the office too. I now know exactly what Paul and everyone else had to put up when I grew up. Harp and Piano are starting to pick up. Dance I love going to. A welcome emtional and physical beat down on me along with tumbling which I picked up again this year. I get to go see Paul next weekend! Ahhh thats going to be a blast! I miss him so much! Get to see his team knock the socks off of someone else plus seeing the Whiteheads! Whoo whoo party this weekend! The thing that worries me...is the trip down there. Now that could go either way but I'm hoping for the best.

highschool?

hey guys! so im back! well not back home yet but im back here. anyways i had an awesome trip, but i can tell u it was a bit long. and really sometimes i thought i would go insane. lol well im at my grandparents house right now. kevin's getting married tommorow! wow! time flies! i can't believe it! it feels like natalie got married and how much fun we had there! we were totally having a blast at the reception! omg, soon mark will be getting back. wow, now that would be weriod. im going into highschool? and i start in less than 2 weeks too?! crazy! crazy i was crazy once. they put me in a big padded room... lol sorry inside joke. lol anyways... lisa's in nebraska now. she wasn't planning that in the beginning but she found out brittney and max and everything... well now shes commeted. long story. dads coming down tonight, he should be here soon. well im going. i'll most likely get back, wow when im in highschool? ok sorry im really not sure im over that yet. as u can tell. lol well anyways i say that because i don't usually get on very much. well love u!

nebraska

ok right now im at my sister's place in nebraska on a 3 week trip..... can't tell u im so crazy about this trip,but u know i couldn't just abanden my mom on this one... anyways ill be here until like tuesday morning? yeah monday is my birthday did i tell u? yeah going to highschool and everything. really i don't know how i really feel about all of this...hmmm... anyways yeah, to tell u the truth i really want to have a relationship with a guy but, i don't want to burst my parents bubble or mine. and i don't know what i would do if that one guy asked me out.... -sigh- anyways...

Dance Costumes!!!

Me and Lindsey in our ballet costumes Saturday at our dance recital!
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